Distance

-is a difference or lack of a connection between two things.
-a situation in which there is a lack of friendly feeling, or
of a close relationship between two people or group of people.

though im still in standing in my very own country land. being about half a thousand kilometers so far way, makes you feel so left out at times. not only from the life of your love, your friends and family too.

regardless of making every effort to be there for their every single event of their life. you just can't seem to attend it all. while listening and seeing, makes u feel envious and dispirit as you are not involve in it.

you tend to be paranoid at times, of you might lose feeling for them, as you have new people to live with. or you might be forgotten due to the distance you have. no longer occasionally talks, no longer hang outs, no longer random dates, no longer shopping trips, no longer family outings.

the perceptions of surroundings start to change. the new people you see, the new friend you made, the new environment you need to adapt and the culture of that particular place you need to learn. it needed make a huge difference in your life.

you need to learn to trust others as not all you can depend on , you need to learn to how judge as the world out there is filled with good and bad.

at times, you just fall, and there's no old familiar faces you can turn to. There's no a warm hand to hold you up. there is only a phone call or a message away encourages you to preserve till the very end.

you cries at times, as you feel so alone.
but the world revolve and life goes on
as tide and time waits for no man.

however, i found a group of great people that is willing share their life with me here.
their companions and laughter makes them so lovable.
they don't mind doing whacky stuff with me.

=))