When dreams are shattered

Sadly due to financial constraint, im very much here because of it. It's not like im in a horrible position where im a war victim. People might shout at me, asking me to appreciate what i have now of what they doesn't have.

But going through my first paper of this current semester, was a totally screwed up. i might not achieve what i(parents) wanted myself to be. Am i still keen on pushing and keeping myself into this? To be honest, i have totally NO IDEA.

if everything is restated in another way again.

if those words were given out earlier by my mum,

if i were allowed to pursue what i love,

i wonder where will i be now?

would i be happier person?

and yes,

there is a huge regret

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is emo-ing due to exam stress